whew!!!

well today i was up at about 7 watching a bunch of old ppl eat breakfast lol it was tooooo early for me so i didnt eat. and then i got in the shower adn got around for my dads Retirement thing at tha base! and omg....that was such a sad thing. like i have never seen my dad cry b4 and then today he started talking about one of the only "grown ups" i have ever enjoyed being around. Scott Smith. well when he started talking about him he just started to cry.. and like everyone else was alreadi crying and its was just a big bunch of crying ppl. lol but ne~ways after that we all went out to eat at some place in macon.. it was ok but like nuthing looked very good and then when i did try to eat nun of it tasted right adn then ig ot really full really quick.. so i jsut didnt eat lol. and OMG!! i am soo tired i need some like tape to hold my eyes up!! agh!! lol well imma bout to go fuind out how i kan put muzik in my XanGa!! wooo!! lol wish me luck adn if i dont find out how to...comment me and tell me how to do it. thank you!!!

-x-Andrea-x-

i  Aaron  05.14.04

Peek.a.boo!!

muahaha omg! today has been a great day!!

7:00 a.m - i woke up b.c i herd ppl walking around a talking! girr its 700 in the freakin morning ppl!! i mean kom'on!! go back to bed!! lol soo i just got up and went out to the living room and then i went and got me a bowl of cereal! yummie LuCkIe ChArMz!!! hehe!!

8:00 a.m thru 12:00 -  me adn my oma and opa went to wal~mart to pick up some things and then we went to the mall and i got me a new bellybutton ring tee hee!! im soo LOVED!! haha but yeah and then we walked around for a lil while and then i had to go home b.c  like i had extra tumbling class and i had to find out when i had to be there!!but when we got home me and my oma made a hole bunch of stuff like brownies and pies and strombolie i think it is lol

2:30p.m thru when ever! - well we all went up to macon and then i got dropped off at tumbling practice and then after a while they kame back up there and i got out of conditioning woo that was great!! lol i noly hadda do like 5 minutes of it muahaha im cool!!! but yeah then we went and signed the lease for our appartment! its pretty cool... im really scared to move tho!!i dont wanna leave all my friends even tho there only gunna be about 20 minutes away but still .... thats a long time if you have been with the same ppl for like all your life!! and then when i got home i felt like SHIT!! it was aweful!!! i felt like i had to throw up really bad and i was having like the werst cramps!! agh i hate periods!! they SUCK!!!! but after a lil while i started feeling better sence Aaron called me!!!  woo tis was good adn then i begged my mommy to let me go to Aaron's and then she was like only for a lil while!!but it was great!! OMG he looked so0o0o0o0o fine tonight!!!!!i dotn kno what it was but it was soo awesome!! like he has always looked hot to me!! but tonight was just like WAMMA!! haha loli dont kno how to explain it!but i jsut wanted to hold him all night long!!! omg!!! i like him soo much!!!!agh!! i wanna be with him more and more each time i see him!!! but then i HAD to go home so that i didnt get in trouble AGAIN!!that sucked!! sooo bad!! and now im here.. in the werst situation in the werld!!!! i just fessed up to the BIGGEST lie to Aaron... and i think i lost someone that ment almost the werld to me..... he is sooo mad!! i just wanna go back to day one and not even had told him what i did......im so0o0o scared i dont wanna lose him!!!that would break my heart soo bad.... expecially b4 i move... omg i would prolly kill myself...some shit happend bye....

HIYA!!!

well i was just going to tell yall that you better rate my poem in my profile!!! and then leave me a good comment.. b.c i really wanna win!!!! soo please go do that!!! and i'll love you forever!! haha well i'll talk to you later!!! buh~bye!

-x-Andrea-x-

i  Aaron  tomorrow is uour 1 month woo!!

HiYa!!

well alot has gone on in the last couple of days!! lol whew.. where do i begin...ok friday night me, Erika, and Chels all stayed over at chelsea's house and when we got there i found this adorable kitten!!!! i planned on keepnig it and taking it home with me!!! but i kouldnt find it the next morning  i was really sad. but ne~ways we had to go pick up Chelsea's brother from this guy named Roberts house b.c he was sdrunk and he didnt wanna be over there soo we all went and picked him up. After we got back to the house we were all talking about wanting something to "drink" soo he told us there was some vodka in the fredge in the garage. soo we all went and got that and i tryed some and it was sooo nasty lol omg!! but stupid me i still kept drinking it! lol chelsea helped me with it.. Erika didnt like it soo she was like nope not drinking it... but its all good me adn Chels put on a great show for her lol till i started to throw up..i dont even remeber doin that.. but everyone told me i did like 12 timez...EWW but yeah it was pretty fun.. dont remember ne~thing but its all GrAnD~O! lol and then whne i had to leave Chelsea's house soo my mom kould pick us up at Erika's b.c she didnt kno i was gunna be at Chelsea's house. well we got to Erika's and thank god we beat my mom lol! but yeah we chilled up in Erika's room for like 15 minutes and then my mom got there and well i still had on all the same klothes as i did when i was at chelsea's soo i smelled like straight alcohol...dumbass me.. lol but yeah i got in the car adn on the way home my mom was liek you smell like beer.. i was like agh!! lol but i just playe it off and told her i was playing with lotion at erika's house adn i had like 6 diff kinds on and thats prolly wha you smell!! lol whew!! that was close but yeah we got home and i felt like shit the hole day.. EXCEPT when i went to my BABIES house!!! wooo that was soo great!! i loved it i didnt wanna leave.. i was already an hour late gettign home but i didnt get in to much trouble.. i dont think lol.. adn if i did i was too much in my own lil werld tee hee but yeah that was prettymuch my weekend soo far i have practice tonight but i dont wanna go b.c like as always on sundays we have to run.. and i hate it agh!!! lol but yeah.. and then sence i dont have my tuck good yet by myself i cant fly... so there for i am an alternate.. BIG FUCKING GAY!! lol but yeah it sux!! well im really really hungry so im gunna go see if my oma will make me something to eat talk to you l8er!!

-x-Andrea-x-

i  Aaron BIG BuNcHeZ!!  05*14*04

Hey!!

well today...sucked.. i woke up at about 1:30 then made some mac.n.cheese! that was pretty good. after that my mom had gotten home and adn then i got in the shower adn got around for practice...that my mom made me fucking go to!!! GIRR!!! but ne~ways i got up there and i was late.. go figure.. so i streched out and at first things were gonig pretty good. Jimmy told me to do 3 standing handsprings in a row soo i did them.. no questions asked.. adn then he said five in a row.. so i did them no questions asked.. and then after that he told me 3 running in a row and at first i was like agh and then i did them it wasnt hard and thats when we got into donig tucks.. i HATE tucks with a pationate passion!!omg!!! i cant even keep count how many times i have fallin on my fucking face doing them damn things!!!!! girr!!!!i wish jimmy would bitch at me soo much about them!!! agh!! and then when i did finally get home i was soo pissed off that i thougth abuot crying but then i was like FUCK THAT... i didnt want to seem like a winey bitch!! so i just told myself to suck it up and get over it and then Aaron got online and we started to talk but sence i was pissed off i wasnt too nice to him and that made me sadder lol if thats even a word. but yeah....i felt bad b.c i was really mean to him adn he was all like wtf is your prob.? and i was like i dont kno i was jsut feeling like i wanted to cuss everyone out i new and then go sit in my room and cry!! but then i was like nope.. im not a lil bitch..im gunna quit cry adn try to take my anger out another way.. like i use to right... that dont werk to well... and im in the process of quiting my cutting.. so i defentaly kant do that.... soo i need some way to get out anger! lol well now im sitting here being a very boring person and not talking to Aaron on the phone... b.c i never really have ne~thing to say.. like b~4 we get on the phone i have like hours and hours of converstion in my head and i just kant wit to talk to him about it and then when we do get on the phone its like i go silent nothing komes out... all the thougths and wants in my head go blank and i just sit there!!!agh!! i dont kno why i do it either! i kno it makes him mad.. i mean i wouldnt wanna be on the phone with someone who doesnt talk!! agh!!but ne~ways!im gunna go i think this post is long enough!! i'll tlak to you again tamorrow!!! bye bye and goodnight!

-x-Andrea-x-

i  Aaron! 05-14-04